I'm stuck in a war of thoughts,
I don't know if I'm ready to die
Or I'm simply trying to survive.
From this emptiness there's no return
I'll just watch everything burn.
I want to keep this long fight.
I still have this life.
But I'm drowning in the darkness,
And every second
I'm feeling more lifeless
I'm dying in this emptiness
And what hurts me more
Is seeing this world
Full of happiness
When I'm not.

Why, for me, being happy is so hard?