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Anzitutto
vorrei cogliere l’occasione per ringraziare tutti coloro che hanno deciso di
aprire questa raccolta e vedere se soddisfa le loro aspettative. Desidero
ringraziare anche in anticipo chi deciderà di seguirla e ancora di più chi sarà
così premuroso da lasciare una recensione giacché gli elogi quanto le critiche–
se costruttive ed educate, costituiscono grande gioia per me.
Questa
raccolta è figlia di brevi racconti e poesie che ho prodotto nel largo del
tempo e che al giorno d’oggi continuo a produrre. Come avrete già letto nella
descrizione questa è la storia di una Principessa proveniente dalla Luna
ebbene, che non vi sorprenda il fatto che la disposizione dei capitoli risulti
ambigua: vorrei affermare che ha inizio in medias res
ma invero ogni capitolo non è che una singola stelle della sfera celeste che,
alla fine di tutto, disegnerà una costellazione di corone, fiori e pioggia.
Senza
ulteriori indugi, vi presento:
Of
crowns, flowers and rain
– Sahara
–
Non importa quanto tempo possa
passare,
non importa quante volte riesca a
ingannare me stessa,
non importa quante volte finga di non
sentire:
mi manchi.
E ogni tuo
singolo gesto, ogni tua singola azione...
A me basta. Basta per capire
che non è così che deve andare a finire. Basta per capire
che non posso legarmi a te.
Non devo.
Se potessimo contare
tutti i granelli di sabbia del
Sahara,
ogni cosa sarebbe possibile.
Brucia dentro di noi il fuoco della
passione mentre intrecciamo le mani.
Perché devi sempre rendere le cose
più difficili? Il problema non è che io menta:
il problema è che tu mi creda.
In ogni situazione
cerco
una stupida ragione
per allontanarmi,
eppure fallisco.
Più ti voglio lontano
e più ho bisogno di te.
Più mi assento
e più mi aspetti.
Il problema non è che mi ami:
il problema è che io non sento lo stesso.
Guardami:
non sono la ragazza innocente che
credi io sia.
Come puoi disfarti di me
se non mi possiedi?
Come puoi allontanarti da me
se sono così lontana?
Non so più come ferirti,
non so più come fermarti. Il problema non sono io:
il problema sei tu.
Per favore, vattene via.
Qui si gioca a modo mio.
Ma come faccio a muovermi
se mi tieni stretta fra le tue
braccia?
Guarda cosa mi fai fare,
guarda come mi rendi.
Indubbiamente tua, ho perso la ragione:
l’amore non è bello
se non siamo tu ed io.
E mentre le mie lacrime bagnano la tua maglietta,
tu continua ad accarezzarmi
delicatamente i capelli
come solo tu sai fare.
Lasciami farneticare,
lascia parlare questa povera pazza.
Dimmi che non mi hai cambiata,
che non mi hai cambiata per nulla.
Eppure io lo so,
tu lo sai,
tutti lo sanno:
non può essere.
Così come ti ho sempre desiderato io, mi hai sempre desiderato tu.
Ma siamo andati avanti, ognuno ha
intrapreso la propria strada.
Allora perché continuiamo a
distrarci?
Non puoi farmi questo. Non posso farti
questo. Ti prego, vattene.
Non ho bisogno di te,
non ho bisogno di questo sentimento,
non ho bisogno del passato. Ti scongiuro, lasciami in pace. Anche perché ormai
Nella interminabile e dolorosa
vecchiaia desidero solo rimanere intrecciata al suo corpo affinché il suo
respiro giunga nei miei polmoni e lì vi riposi, lì si impregni, lì vi resti.
Nel gelo di una fredda notte invernale, voglio poter udire solo il suo battito
ed in un sospiro amarlo ancora, ancora e ancora. Voglio riposare protetta fra
le sue braccia che diverranno il mio scudo e il suo petto diverrà la mia santa
patria.
Nell'inevitabile attimo in cui
tutto ciò che avrò compiuto, avuto e amato mi verrà estirpato dall'imperscrutabile
ciclo della natura, voglio poter sorridere e specchiare i miei occhi negli amorevoli
occhi suoi per sussurrarci l’ultimo flebile “Ti
amo” che riecheggi la confessione del nostro primo giorno– solo allora
potrà la morte velarmi con la sua essenza e di me distruggere le umane spoglie.
Ma
il mio cuore, la mia mente, la mia anima…
Rimarranno eterne in queste mie
parole affinché i posteri sappiano che ho conosciuto l'amore, ogni sorta
d'amore e pertanto parto felice verso un viaggio senza ritorno.
E anche quando il mio corpo
tornerà ad essere terra, io continuerò ad amare e a lui donerò e dedicherò la
mia stessa morte, giacché non c'è cosa più infinita della morte stessa.
E morendo continuerò ad amarlo poiché
la morte non è che l’eterno e più segreto orgasmo della vita.
Guardami perché sono ciò che hai sempre desiderato. Guardami perché la mia anima è ancora pura, seppur intrisa di peccato. Guardami perché c’è ancora vita in questo corpo devastato dalla sofferenza. Guardami perché sono ancora quella luce capace di distruggere l’oscurità. Guardami perché sono io e non puoi farne a meno. Guardami perché non importa quanto tu possa maledirmi, resto sempre migliore
di te. Guardami.
He
took an oath: an oath of protection, an oath of devotion, an oath of love. An oath from which he couldnever be released: onlydeathwould
break itapart.
And
yet, there he was: breaking thatoath for the lust of a moment,
for the mere joy of the sin, for listening
to the needs of hisflesh. Such an unforgivabletreason— High Treason, couldnever be forgivennoteven by the AlmightyHimself for Godwasnothing
more than a witness.
Therewasonlyonewhocouldunleashhim from hisoath:
the Princess he tookhisoath to.
"Your
Highness, he hasescaped. He fledduring the commotion and left with the armor... Aswell with the sword and the shield" Shemerelynoddedas the servantleft.
How
coward of him to leave with a weaponrythatdidn'tbelong
to himanymore: thosewereallgiftsthatweregiven to him
in order to honorhisvow. Of what
use were to himnow?,sheaskedherselfstaring in the distance
from hertower. "Couldyoureally
be so despicable to take an oath
to another with thatsamearmament? Couldyou?" Alreadyknowing the answershesat
down at the edge of her bed, herhandsone on top of the other.
Therewere
no tearsleft to cry.
Therewere
no screams to be heard.
All the sorrow,
shehadshusheditaway the moment sheheard of himescaping.
He
took an oath: an oath of protection, of devotion, of love.
No
oneaskedhim to and certainly, shedidnotaskhim to do so. He wanted to. He demandedit. So, whatwasallthisfussabout? Shesighed. “Thisisnot kindergarten, thenwhydoes
he keepactinglike a child?”
He
took an oath: an oath of protection, of devotion, and love.
Shelookedat the mirror, a calmexpression on her face. Her crown waswhereitwassupposed to be: fixed on her head. So shewalked down the corridorsuntilshereached the main hall whereTheirHighnesswereattending some minor matters. Shebowed
and fixedhereyes on them.
"Whatisit,
mydarling girl?" hermotherasked,
unsure of whatheronlydaughterrequired.
"My
Queen" shereplied, hertonekindyetdetached, makingitclearshewasdoing
a formalvisit. Both the King and the Queen took
a seriousexpression and acknowledged the Princess "My King. My Queen. I have come here to pose you a formalrequest.
AsTheirHighnesses are wellaware, I wasrecentlybetrayed by who I thoughtwasmymosttrusted Knight, my personal Knight, the onewhowas to be mybetrothed." shekeptgoing, still
and untouched "He hascommitted the act of High Treasonnotonlyagainst me as a woman and a
Crowned Princess but, to this country aswell and therefore, to Our King and Our Queen altogether. Such an actshallnot
be forgiven, norforgotten." Replayingallthatshehadgonethrough on thoserecentdayswasnot easy, however, the royalprotocoldemanded a full report and shewouldstick to it. "In the light of theseevents I, the Crowned Princess of
Perulia, amhere to requestTheirMajesties' permission to release the traitor
from hisoath."
"Why are youasking
for permission? You are probablywellawarethatyou can do it on yourown."
Askedherfather.
"For
respect.” shestated “For the devotion and love
I feel for my country and
the institutethat the
Crown represents. To make
up, even just verylittle, for the betrayal, the mockery, and the shamethat the traitorhasbroughtuponus. Upon me."
"Verywell. Thenweshallproceedassoonasweretrievesomething of his."
"My
King, I happen to stillhave the ring he gave me on the day of hisproposal.
Thatshould be enough for the function. However, thereisalsoanotherrequest I wouldlike to make to Your Majesties" shepaused " I wouldlikehim to be foreverbanished from ourlands."
"Are
yousure?" the Queen askedlettinghermotherlyemotions take the better of her. Meeting the seriouseyes of herdaughterthough,
shequicklycomposedherself. "Verywell. If
the King coincides with me, then
I have no objectionregardinghisbanishment.
He went for it, afterall." The Sovereignnodded, sharinghislady's
opinion. "Shouldwe
start?" A servantcamebefore the Princess with a blackcushion on whichshelaid the ring.
"I,
Crowned Princess of Perulia,
hereby release" shestarted and pronouncedhisname "from the oath he took to me in the eyes of God. He shallnotprotect
me anymore. He shallnot be devoted to me anymore. He shallnotmarry me anymore.
I removehistitles and privileges and declarehim an enemy of the Royal Family aswellas
an enemy of our Great Nation, Perulia. Under the eyes of GodAllMighty, I break hisoath. MayGodhavemercy on histreacherous soul."
Thatsame
night lookingat the pale moonlightshegaveher no longerknightone last thought:
Thereis no
possibility of me forgivingyou. Buthow on earth can youforgiveyourself?
"Can I truly,
from the depths of myheart...
Betraythis girl?"
Sometimelaterrumorswereheardabout the whereabouts of the treasonousknight: the young man hadapparentlytaken an oath to a lowerclass woman. Suchcourse of eventswas to be expected, afterall, no noblewomaneverwould take the oath of a knightwhohadbeenwithdrawn of suchhonor: peoplelikehimdidnotget to insultpeoplelike the Princess, theyget to be eternallygrateful. In fact, the notiondidn'tbother HRH the Princess atall, whatannoyedherwhatsoeverwasknowingthat he had the nerve to sayitwashim to break the oath.
And
yet, shethought, lethim
live hislie. Lethimbelieve
he diditall by himself: when the time comes, the burdenwill be unbearable.
Shedidnotwishhimbad: shewishedhimwhat
he deserved.
"Can I truly,
from the depths of myheart...
Betraythis girl?"
Yes,
shesaid.
But the questionis: can youtruly, from the depths of yourheart...
Live
up to thatweight?
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NdA. Questo scritto è stato ispirato
da due testi diversi: la domanda “Can I truly, from the depths of myheart... Betraythis girl?” è presa da un capitolo del manga Masamune-kun no Revenge, mentre le frasi “Thereis no possibility of me forgivingyou. Buthow on earth
can youforgiveyourself?”e “peoplelikehimdidnotget to insultpeoplelike the Princess, theyget to be eternallygrateful” sono
delle citazioni liberamente adattate della serie TV The Crown (Netflix).
I've made thatmistakebefore.
I'vecarelesslyremovedmy Crown from itsrightfulplacebecause men tend to be intimidated by it: whenevertheysee
an alpha, strong femaletheygetscared
and do their best to eclipseyou. To destroyyou. Butthenagain, can wesaythatthose
are real men? For I think a
real man wouldn'tfeeluncomfortable to kneel to hisown
Princess and take the mostsolemn
of the oaths: the oath of eternal love— eternalbecauseoaths are meant to last a lifetime, isnotsomethingyou can resign from wheneveryoufeellikeit. But I wasnaive.
I won'tmakethatmistakeagain. I'veremovedmy
Crown manytimesbecause of love. I was a foolbutindeed,
allthose hard timesserved me right to forge
the woman I amtoday.
I used
to thinkthat love came first. I used to thinkthat love could solve anything. I used to thinkthat
love wasenoughwhen the road got hard. I used to think love wasalways the right choice. How foolish of me. But no more, for now, I am ready to take the mostsolemnvow a woman can take: an oath to myself. No more I willchoosebetween
love and the Crown for the Crown must win. Must alwayswin. And Godforbidif
I ammistaken. I am the Princess and assuch, I must carrymyownburdens.
My Crown will stay whereitbelongs, in itsrightfulplace:
on my head. And itwill stay thereuntil I givemy
last breath for the onlyreason I willwillinglyremoveitagainwould be for a circumstanceconcerningmydearmother
or thosethatsomedaywill be mybelovedchildren.
Playtimeis over. No more regrets. No more
daydreaming. It's time for
me to take up the mantle of change
for thisismy time and I amfinallywilling to take what I deserve.
The world is
mine. And I will take it.
Thisis the end of a story of love and duty. With duty prevailing.
Long may
I reign.
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NdA. Questo scritto è stato ispirato
da due testi diversi: “I used to thinkthat love wasenoughwhen
the road got hard” è una citazione libera della
canzone Born to die di Lana del Rey
mentre le frasi dell’ultimo paragrafosono
diverse citazioni liberamente adattate della serie TV The Crown (Netflix).
NdA. Questo scritto è stato ispirato
dalla canzone I’msorry, I’mlost degli Epigram che
consiglio di ascoltare durante la lettura. Non vi è testo, è pura
melodia ergo, non vi distrarrà. Buona lettura. (:
He spenthisdays by her side, doinghis best to mask the unhappinessthatcloudedhiseyes.
The girl didn'tknowhimthatwell
so it'snotlikeshewouldnoticeanyway.
He spenthisdaysdoinghis best to makesureshewassatisfied, atleastshewouldn'targuelaterwhenitcame to satisfyhisphysicalneeds.
He spenthisdaystrying to turn herinto the one he had in hisheart.
Itwasuseless:
he shouldhaveknownbetterthat
a commonercouldneverbecome a Princess for youdon'tget
to be turnedinto a
Princess. You are born a
Princess. Tryas he might, evenwhen
he tried to influenceherchoice of clothing,
the way shespoke, the way shewalked and sat, hertastes
and evenherheroines, itwasnever the same.
He spenthisdayspleading for the forgiveness he wouldneverhave,
beggingGod to givehim the chance to go back in
time and undohisfaults.
Butmost of all, he spenthisnightsthinking, dreaming, longing and lusting for her. Mourning for the love he willneverhave.
Shecame to me and I lether in becauseyoutold me “Youtwo look cute together!” and I tookitas a signthateverythingthathadtranspiredbetween the two of us— ourhugs,
ourshyglances,
yourhandsintertwined in mine, hadn'tmeantanything.
Didyouknowhowmuch I washurting? I feltlikeallthosethingsmeantnothing. I rememberaskingmyselfif
I hadmisjudgedyou: maybeitwasall a game since the verybeginning. And yet, I wasunconvinced. I just knewyouwerenotthattype of girl. Youwere the best girl I couldeverhave. And yet...Youwanted me to lether in.
So I did,
I lether in. But I wantedyou.
I wantedyou from the moment youenteredthat room on thatfall night wemet. I wantedyou the moment yousmiled and introducedyourself. I wantedyouevenwhen
I hadher— do yourememberhowmyeyeswereglued on youevenwhenshewassitting on mylap? Do yourememberhow I purposelysatbesideyou? Itreallyhurt me whenyouchangedyourplaceonly to stay away from me. Do yourememberhow I called out for youwhileshewasbeside me? Thatcost me a fight, youknow? And I stillwantedyouwhenyou and thatguywere
a thing. Do youremember the first time I methim? God, I couldtell he wassuch an ass and yet, he hadwhat
I desired the most. Do yourememberyourbirthday party? I triedmy best to stealyourattention and that I purposelydidagainonemonthlateratyour best friend's.
Your smile, yourlaughs... Itwasall
I couldget from you. Butitwasenough.
So muchhashappenedsincethen... But
I stillwantyou.
The questionis... Do youwant me? Us? Tell
me thisiswhatyouwant.
Tell me thisisreal.
Tell me, and
let love makeusinstead of usmaking love.
"Do
you remember that night at your best friend's when I winked at you?"
"Oh
my God yes, I do! I was terrified! I mean, what would have happened if he had
noticed?" he chuckled running his fingers through her dark chocolate
tresses. "What's so funny? I was truly afraid that he would start a fight
had he noticed."
"It
would have been worth it." he said "But still, he was not the type
to. He even failed to notice me winking at you which means his attention was
elsewhere."
"I
wouldn't say so" she said as he cuddled her "Later that night he told
me that I laughed way too much at your jokes but I told him he was wrong. I
mean, what can I do if you're the funniest of the group?"
"Is
that a compliment or...?"
"Definitely
a compliment" she answered kissing him lightly. God, her lips. Soft, tasty
and poisonous lips.
"You
know, I spent that night envying him. You were so kind, so attentive, so
dedicated to him. I never knew such love could exist. Even when he was throwing
a tantrum you stood by his side and took his part... That was unexpected. I was
already into you by then but seeing you like that made me want you even more.
That's why I tried my best to get your attention."
"I
knew it!" she exclaimed while facing him "I knew it! Those few times
we were together I always felt like you were doing your best to eclipse him.
Even at my birthday party..."
"Could
you blame me? He had the most wonderful treasure in his hands but his mind was
set on me. I felt it, you know: he was challenging me. But even in his
challenge, I felt his intimidation. It was even more palpable when I went to
the kitchen to compliment your mom and he came as well to see what business did
I have with your mother."
"He
felt inferior." she assured, gripping his hands "He spent the nights
studying you. He knew you and I had unfinished business. When he came back to
me he knew he was running out of time for you and I were near to become a thing
had I not faltered, which I did because he came back to my life."
"Timing."
"Yes,
it was all about the right timing. He came back into the picture long before
your ex came into your life, you know? That's why I was acting strange all that
time and why I pretended to be happy about the two of you, so that you could
move on."
"But
in the end he had you, right? So why was he so obsessed with me? If I had been
him..."
"Do
you remember the first night you met him? That same night he told me that he
saw you kept looking at me."
"I
have never been able to keep my eyes away from you."
"You're
missing the point." she said playfully "What I mean is that he felt
intimidated. He knows I am faithful and committed when it comes to relationships
but he was afraid that you could do something to make me change my mind and
that I would have left him in a snap of fingers."
"Cannot
blame him for being afraid to lose you, though."
"What
about we stop talking about trivialities that do not matter anymore?"
"Trivialities?"
he asked chuckling and caressing her cheeks
"Yes,
trivialities." she assured "The only thing that matters to me right
now is that you're here with me. You, mine and me, yours. Let's focus our
attention on doing something better!"
"I
have an idea" he proposed while tucking her over the black leather couch
"What's that quote that you love so much…?" her giggles filled the
room "Ah, yes. Let's kiss until our lips are bruised with love." Lips raw with love she mentally
corrected him but choose to stay silent and let him bite and swollen her lips
as love started to make them.
He keptlookingatherpictures, thosepicturesthatshehadwillinglyshared with himwheneverythingwasstillbright
and colorfulwhen life was a fairytale. He lookedatthem
and suddenlyrealizedhowmuch he missedher. Godknew just howmuch
he missedher: he missed the look in thosebrighteyes of her, thoseblackeyesthatshimmered in adorationonlywhenshewaslookingathim. He missed
the touch of her, the way herhandssoftlycaressedhim and made himfeelloved
in a way he knew no onewouldever love. He missed the look of herlaid on the unmade bed, her long dark tresses spread aroundher frame makingher look so innocent and yetsavage— a black Virgin Mary. He missedbeing over her and taking in the blush of hercheeksaswellas
the pleasingvision of hervoluptuousbosommoving up on down as a result of herheavybreathing.
He missedherpoutylipsthatwerebothpoisonous and a blessing, the
taste of herforeverengraved in hismouth. He missed the way her hot skinfeltagainsthim and how sensitive shewaswhen he strokedherthighs. And oh, howravishingshelooked with thatexpressionpainted on her beautiful face: shewouldneverunderstandhowarousingitwas for him
to seeher so vulnerable, howittookeverypiece of strength in his body not to take herthere and then;
shecouldn'tunderstandhow hard he tried to notletthatangelical face of hers take better of him, howdifficultitwas for him to keep cool asshesqueezedhereyesshut and her face grimaced with intoxicatingexpressionsunbestknown to herbutthat
he tookgreatpride in knowingwerereserved for him and himonly.
And God, how he missedhearing the soft moansshewouldmakewhen he forcedhislipsuponherskin, kissing and biting the sensitivesspots of herneck
and God, if he missedhearing the sound of her voice whimperinghisname, asking—
pleadinghim to stop. Onlythen he would
stop, satisfactionclear in
hiseyes for he hadsettledhisdomination.
God, how he missedher.
He missedher on those festive nights more thanever and God,
howithurt
to knowthatheradoring gaze, her soft hands, herpoutylips,
her hot skin, herintoxicatingexpressions, herarousing voice and sensualpleadsnowbelonged
to someone else.
NdA. Il titolo “Lie to me” è la canzone di Cole Plante, Myon & Shane 54 che ha ispirato questa canzone
mentre la frase finale in corsivo è di una poesia di Emily Dickinson.
He wasoverlyobsessed with herlegs. He lovedkissingthem, lickingthem,
bitingthem.Therewassomethingabout the scent and the deliciousflavor of herthickyettonedthighsthatintoxicatedhim to the point of havinghimworshippingthem. And whensheworethose
shorts of her... He just couldn't
help butbeingjealous of the cloththatwrappedherthighs.
His realfetishthoughwasseeingherwearingblacktights— that just drovehimcrazy.
He couldn't help the reactionitstung on himeach time shedecided to teasehim by wearing the forbidden combo: skin-tight
shorts and blacktights. Sometimesshewouldevenadd a V line shirt in order to havehimlosing
control.
Shewassuch a tease.
Itwas 9 AM in the morning and yet, shewaslookinglike a dessert.
"Youevillittlevixen" he murmuredwhilegropingherthigh"I'llhaveyouscreamingmyname and begging for me tonight." she just smiled and gavehim a chastekiss:
shewouldprobably be sore to death the dayafterbutitwould be worthseeinghim
on pins and needlesallday long.
He was
a possessive man. And while he couldn't
help butbeingall hot
and bothered over her, he knewshewould
be stealingeveryotherman's stare. At first, it made himangry.
Whogavethem the permission to look ather? To desire her? To fantasizeabouther? He wasnotgoodatsharing. Butthenagain, he enjoyeditwhenthosesame men lookedathim,
theireyes green with envy.
The
girl washis. And the claimwas strong asitshould
be.
"Who do youbelong
to, baby girl?" he askedherwhiledevouringhertemptingthighs. Shepurred,
her back arching and he knewthatmeantitwasherbody'ssilentlyplea for him to go on. He wasgladher
body got to himuntouched: he was the onlyonewhoknewhowher body, mind, and soul respondedwhenitcame to intimacy.
Hearinghermoans he bit herinnerthighs and shestirred, hereyesshut from the sparkles he ignited. Shehadteasedhimallday
so itwas just right for him to return the favornow"I'msorrymylittlekitten,
I couldn'thearyou over the sound of yourmeowing. Now, answer
me mylittlebunny: who do youbelong to?"
Sheknew he wasplaying
with her.
Shealsoknew he wouldteaseher to death and wouldn'tgive in until he hadwhat he wanted.
In herdaily life, shewas a strong, dominant woman. Therewas no way in hellshewouldeversubmit to a man. Shewasproud,
shewasfierce.
Butwhen the night took over and shewasbehind the blackcurtains of their room... Shewas the mostsubmissive
girl on earth.
And shelikedit.
Shelikedhow he toyed
with her, how he teasedher, how
he killedher under the sheets.
Shecouldnothaveasked for anything more.
"Please..."shewouldplead, unable
to look athim.
He likedthatembarrassed side of her. He likedhowshewouldstill cover her face, howduring the first moments of theirintimacyshecouldn't
bear to look athim. It made himfeelpowerful, it made himfeel the strongest.
Onlywhentakenaback by the pleasurable feelings he ignitedshewouldgetloose and the untamabletigerthatwas
inside of herwould come
up, ready to fighthim, bitehim, eathim.
ShewasHeaven and Hellcombined.
Shewas the sweetestgood girl and yet, shewas the naughtiest
girl. Noteven in hiswildestdreams
he couldhavepaintedherthat
way.
Shewasperfection. Utterperfection.
"I
begyou..."shemoaned
"Sayit, mylittle Princess" he repliedwhilekissinghernearher core "Sayit and I promise youwillneverwalkagain" he inhaledherpoisonousscent.
He
didnotwantherwet. He wantedherdripping.
"I'll drink you up tonight. And I'llmakesurenot
to leave a single drop for itwould be a terriblewaste. You taste likecinnamon and sin. I wish I couldbottle up yourscent. I would drink from iteveryday
and makesuremyglassisneverempty..."
"I'myours!"shescreamed, unable to restrainherselfanymore, her body shaking with lust"I'myours and yoursonly! Itisyou I want..." shesobbed, silentlybegginghim to eather, herlipsbruised by herownteeth.
He smirked.
Utterperfection, indeed.
"Good girl."
Shewouldalways be teasinghim.
But
he wouldalways be killingher under the sheets, and thatwasworth the tease.