“I miss hearing your voice,
                                                                                                                           All the words that you said to me,
                                                                                                                           But now this empty space fills me up
                                                                                                                           And takes over me, and I can’t escape it.”

Piove. Dal cielo plumbeo scendono enormi gocce di pioggia,
cadendo sul mio volto, confondendosi con le mie lacrime.

                                                                                                                          “It always keep coming back,
                                                                                                                          The sound of missing you.”

La sua voce continua ad essere nei miei pensieri.
Tutte le promesse fatte, tutte le aspettative nel futuro.
Tutte andate in fumo.

                                                                                                                        “The silence is so loud,
                                                                                                                         The sound of missing you.”

Questa staticità, questo silenzio, questa monotonia,
mi stanno divorando dentro. Senza di lui nulla ha più senso.

                                                                                                                      “I can’t break trough these walls that
                                                                                                                      Are rising in front of me,
                                                                                                                      And the deeper I fall, I realize I never
                                                                                                                      Gonna be free. Baby, relase me.”

Continuo a pensare a lui. Non riesco ad andare avanti.
Mi mantengo aggrappata al ricordo dei suoi baci,
delle sue carezze, del suo tocco, dei brividi che mi provocava
quando unendoci diventavamo un unico corpo, conservandolo nella
mente, nel cuore.
Nell’anima.
                                                                                                                      “Time goes by and it feels like I’m just
                                                                                                                       Going out of my mind.
                                                                                                                       What we had, bring it back now,
                                                                                                                       'Cause I’m feeling empty inside.”

“Fidati, un amore così è per sempre.”
Bugiardo. Non avrei dovuto crederti.
Non avrei dovuto costruire castelli di carta,
le cui fondamenta erano sulle tue parole.
                                                                                                                     “I miss hearing your voice,
                                                                                                                     All the words that you said to me,
                                                                                                                     But now this empty space fills me up,
                                                                                                                     And takes over me. Baby, relase me..”

Eppure, non riesco a trovare una soluzione
 al mio problema.
                                                                                                                      “I can’t break through these walls,
                                                                                                                       They are rising in front of me.
                                                                                                                       And the deeper I fall, I realize I never
                                                                                                                       Gonna be free.”

Dovrò convivere con questi sentimenti.
Troverò un modo per superare anche quest’ostacolo.
Devo essere forte. Devo farlo per lui.
                                                                                                                      “The silence is so loud,
                                                                                                                       The sound of missing you.”

Eppure, tutt’ora, a distanza di talmente tanti anni,
da non riuscire a ricordare, continuo a sentire la sua
promessa nella mia testa.
È come aveva detto lui.
Un amore così, è per sempre.