Time passed, and my tummy was growing fast. I didn't see Duncan in 3 weeks, but his ways to chase my attention were obvious, he called me many times, texted me and went under my window and yelled my name. Maybe I was too hard with him. I sighed. But that kiss, every time I was thinking about forgiving him, that imagine of Courtney kissing Duncan made me crazy. But he felt guilty, so the problem of our break up wasn't him, but me. My jealousy ruined everything.. I had to put things together again. I went out from my house and walked to Duncan's, I knocked. After few seconds he opened and his eyes widen. "Gwen.." he said surprise "Hi.." I said, The weight I was feeling inside, that emptiness disappeared. I was feeling safe. "Duncan I'm sorry" I said as he closed the door behind us. "No im sorry..it's my fault " he said rubbing the back of his head with his hand. "No, my jealousy ruined everythi-" I blocked, his house was a mess: Empty bottle of beers on they floor, boxes of pizza on the couch, clothes everywhere. "What happened?" I asked looking around, maybe some party, But I didn't hear music in these days. "I didn't feel..good in the past weeks.." He admitted. I felt bad for him, it was my fault. I hugged him tightly, his skin smelled like tobacco and soap, He held me close to his chest, forehand to forehead, heart to heart. "I missed you pasty." He smiled looking into my eyes. I smiled back and before I could open my mouth, he kissed me. We were together, again. THIRTEENTH CHAPTER We were doing fun, i was on the 37th week pregnant and I felt so happy about it. I could feel her kicking. Yes, it's a girl, my little kaitlyn. I was chilling on my couch zapping thru the channels as I groaned in pain as my pants got wet. I was in labor. I panicked I didn't know what to do. "Mom!" I yelled She walked in the room and saw I was nervous. She understood what was going on. We drove to the hospital and when I got there, doctors took me in a white room as the pain got more intense. "Where is Duncan?" It was the only thing I was thinking about. He wasn't here holding my hand, I was alone with no support. Doctors told me to calm down and push. But I was panicking, it was painful. I cried pushing once, twice, then three times. "One more!" The doctor yelled. One more push and.. A crybaby yelled. She was here. The doctors wrapped her in a little towel and gave her to me. She was so little, I couldn't stop my tears. She opened her eyes and they were blue, like his father. I sighed, he wasn't here holding his princess.. maybe my mom was right, he wasn't ready. My phone rang, I answered and it was Geoff, a good friend of Duncan. My eye started tearing as he told me what happened. "What?.." I asked shocked. Geoff sighed and explained again "Duncan was driving to the hospital but his car crushed with another, a police man called me because I'm his emergency number.. I don't know how he is, I'm worried." I couldn't believe that, I looked at Kaitlyn that was sleeping in a cradle beside my hospital bed. I didn't want her to grow up without her father. "Please tell me if you heard something new about him." I said shutting down the call. I heard the ambulance sirens and a lot of noises coming from the hall of the hospital, a doctor came in the room for check on me but I was too nervous and asked him immediately. "What happened??" He looked at me confused he couldn't understand what I was worrying about. "There was a car crush and the ambulance brought here the victims of the incident." He explained. I sat up on the bed and pulled away the tubes in my arm. "You have to stay in the bed!" The doctor say trying to make me lay down. I couldn't stay there, I needed to see if he was one of the victims. "No!" I yelled running outside the room and running to the hall. I saw three people that were carried to the emergency room, I ran over there and saw him. My heart stopped. His face was full of bleeding cuts, he had a big cut on his arm and his clothes were ripped. "Duncan!" I yelled running to him laying my hands on his cheeks, his blood went on my hands, his body was cold like ice. "You can't stay here." I heard a voice of a man behind me. I was shaking Duncan and crying. "Wake up! Wake up please!" I cried out. He didn't move, a doctor grabbed me as another took Duncan away, I fell on my knees, the emptiness inside me got more intense and made me feel numb and alone. "Will he survive? " I asked to myself still looking at the door of the room he got brought in. I was holding kaitlyn in my room and I couldn't stop thinking about Duncan, I was still tired and nervous for the labor and the situation wasn't helping. I heard knocking at the door, I looked up and it was Bridgette, she was my dear friend from a summer camp, unfortunately she was going to another high school. "Gwen, Geoff told me what happened I'm so sorry." She said walking to me and hugging me. I smiled softly, she was the only one with me. "I'm so worried.." I said looking down at Kaitlyn. "I know honey but we can just hope that everything will be fine." She cheered me up. "She's so beautiful." She broke the silence, I smiled and handled Kaitlyn to her. "Say hi to auntie Bridgette." She held her cuddling her as she smiled. A Doctor walked in my room. "Gwendolyn right? You were asking for that boy of the incident." My eyes widen. "Yes." I said looking at him hopefully. "We did the possible, but he's in a comatose, I'm sorry, if you want to check on him his room is the 216." I froze. "Will..-" tears started falling down my cheeks again. "Will he survive?" I asked hoping for a good news, but the expression of the doctor didn't help. "We don't know Miss." He said as he left the room. the thought of growing a baby alone scared the hell out of me. I felt ready but just with him by my side. Bridgette looked at me and nodded. "Go to him I'll keep the baby here with me." I bit my lower lip and walked to his room, the door was closed. I sighed and opened it and walked him, He was full of bandages and a machine was showing his vital signs. His heartbeat was slow as his breathing. I sat on the chair next to him, was it my fault? He was driving to the hospital for me. "Hi Duncan..it's me Gwen.. please wake up...I need you more than ever, I can't stay here without your presence." I held his cold hand tightly. "Please.." I cried. His heart beating stops and the machine made an acute sound, Two doctors ran inside and started pushing on his chest. I covered my mouth as the tears made me see obfuscated. "Please miss you need to go out." One of them took me out and ran back inside closing the door. I felt down crying like a baby.Hours passed, and news about Duncan's condition aren't good, Bridgette was in my room checking on kaitlyn while she was sleeping. I couldn't do anything if not thinking about Duncan. Doctor gave me the permission to see him, I ran inside his room. "My poor thing.." I mumbled. I sat on the chair next to him. He was so pale, more than I was, I kissed his cold cheek. He moved like he was sleeping. My eyes widen. "Duncan!" I shake him softly He opened his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. "Oh my god." I yelled hugging him as the tears fell down my cheeks. "Hi pasty.." he said with a powerless tone as he made a little smile. "You're alive!!" I smiled still crying, I couldn't believe that. "Of course I am, nothing kills Mr. punk." He chuckled soft. "Don't you ever leave me did you understand??" I said crying. He smiled and kissed my head as I was laying on his chest crying. "I won't go anywhere gorgeous." I got up immediately. "You have to meet someone." I said walking fast to my room, there I found Bridgette sleeping on my bed beside kaitlyn, I smiled and took kaitlyn cuddling her gently. I walked to his room smiling. "Does daddy wanna meet his babygirl?" He sat up surprised and happily. "She..she's beautiful.." He said looking at her as he took her. "She has your beautiful eyes." I told him kissing her little forehead. "And She has your beauty." He grinned looking at me. We were all together, we were a family. We loved each other like nothing in the world.